Thanks for the Leaves

Oh, but the facts are the facts. I’ll never be out of anyone’s league. I’ll never...

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 02:27:08 -0400

Oh, but the facts are the facts. I’ll never be out of anyone’s league. I’ll never be the girl anyone tells their friends about. I’ll always be there to help. There to cheer them on as well as I can, but always just on the sidelines. Never picked. Always needed. Never wanted.

I’d been too busy to notice, but this week another leaf fell. I know, I know. It’s fall....

Sat, 13 Oct 2012 02:09:54 -0400

I’d been too busy to notice, but this week another leaf fell. I know, I know. It’s fall. But it hit me on the side of my neck, just like before, as I was busily going about my day. This time, my thought was how silly I was to ever think that leaves mean anything. Yet there it was. I kept it, just like the others.

Maybe it’s ok to be silly sometimes.

Sometimes I walk alone and wonder about things. I think of the people who bring out the best in me,...

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 19:33:10 -0400

Sometimes I walk alone and wonder about things. I think of the people who bring out the best in me, or who have the potential to do so. But then I realize I’m just lonely, and probably being very selfish.

So alone I will be.

Wedding song. Whenever I’m feeling really lonely or sad,...

Fri, 10 Jun 2011 23:41:39 -0400

Wedding song.

Whenever I’m feeling really lonely or sad, this song always makes me hopeful. Tonight happens to be one of those lonely/sad nights, so.

June 1, 2011

Wed, 01 Jun 2011 23:33:00 -0400

It’s a weird sensation: a cold feeling somewhere between my chest and my stomach. But it’s not a bad feeling. I think it might be called hope, but I don’t know.

I don’t see you, I can’t hold you, I don’t know your name. Not yet.

But I feel you here.

Is it the same for you?